Case Study

I think you was talking about paschance needing to be a helper to calm her down in class. thats why you say "sounds familiar". i told you jac all he wants is for you to put a little personal quality time in with him especially to fill the void of my absence.

actually with moe i had all intentions on keeping some of the changes i made because of her advice permanent, but on some of the things i do must admit i backslid and it wasnt because i couldnt help it. it was mainly because you stopped contributing or went back to the (i aint doing shit till you do what i want shit) you was on most of the time, but that shit is my fault because no matter what i should have still stood and been the man i know i was instead of falling back because we wasnt seeing eye to eye on whatever and playing your (well if its fuck me then its fuck you to game). it has hurt us in the long run and we both are paying for it right now.

now when it comes to the email i mailed you that i sent to nette. i dont know how you see that it shows anything but loyalty to you from way back. you seeing the opposite, i dont know how. i sent that to you for you to see that there hasnt been anything going on with me and nette before or after i came in here. the nature of the email really came from a conversation me and the ol girl was having last year about people i helped not being there for me when i need help. so i told her and shayna that since nette asked them and was saying for them to tell me to let her know if there is anything she can do for me. for me to let her know. i figured her for being just like the rest so i pulled her card and told them to tell her i need $5,000 dollars and just like i thought. she came with all the excuses then i got in my feelings when shayna said at one of the visits when i came back from Jacksonville that nette said she missed her baby-daddy and thats where that email generated from. but in it you will learn that i was only trying to be a friend to her and nothing more. thats why it says we aint hug, we aint kiss and we wasnt fucking. i was just trying to be more than just a baby-daddy to her meaning "a friend". it even said we barely gave each other a decent whats up or hello. in that email it should have also shown you that i let her know that i am wiser now to all the manipulative shit she used to do and that she dont miss me. she just miss how convenient i made life for her when I was out and pashance lived with me. the email should also show you that i wasnt sexually active with her or trying to be. i wasnt trying to do shit for her in exchange for some pussy or head. i wasnt trying to be their for her so we could be a couple later all this is what you should have seen in that email. truth be told i did get in my feelings a little because i did feel like shit her out of all people should have gave something when i thought about it. shit all that i had done for here. a couple of grand should have been the least