Loss and Hurt

I recently went through one of the hardest times of my life when my bestfriend passed away in the hospital due to extreme injuries caused in a car accident. It's never going to be easy living my life without her. She helped me through everything in life but she also gave me enough strength while she was alive for me to realise that I can stand on my own two feet. And for that i love her even more.

I never thought that at such a young age I would ever experience a loss like this. It's scary how fast life can change and we don't even realise that until it happens. Without this happening I would have continued to take life for granted, but you have to cherish every moment of life. You are only given one chance to live so grasp it and make the best of it.

If any of you would have ever gotten the chance to know her like I did you would have realised she was an angel sent to earth by God and she had a purpose which she had fulfilled and God was ready to take her home. If I could go to heaven for just a single day and visit her, I would. In a heartbeat. No question about that one. I loved her like family and I still do <3

There isnt a day that goes by that I don't wish she was still here. There were 3 others people in that car and they all survived and I am forever grateful for that. I would be so lost without all of them, the impact that it had on our community was huge. All of the bullying had stopped, everybody pulled together and treated everyone with respect. It was really heart warming but now that time has passed people seem to forget just how important it is to be nice to each other.

I hope that whoever reads this really reconsiders their stance on life because you never know when it is going to be somebody's last day alive. We all make mistakes, you don't want to be judged for yours so don't judge others for theirs.