My Refuge

My Refuge

My body is trembling with fear not knowing what to do

Tears rolled down my cheek nonstop

Sob after sob loneliness and fear conquered my being

Holding on to my last strength but time pass by and no one notice

Darkness took over my sight letting my senses break down

Sin after sin has been committed just to protect me

Wounds that couldn't heal so easily

looking for someone, something to take refuge

Always running away not knowing where to go

As tears fall again the rain would be my refuge to hide the pain

wet from the rain yet the pain never fades

looking up the sky whom is crying with me

Asking why? Why can't I just banish from here?

Why do I have to endure such pain?

such sadness can never be cured

my pain can never be solved

where do I have to look for it? my refuge

run and run as I pass this huge house

the light never fails to shine

Angels are carved everywhere

there I rest my body as I fall apart from the pain

As I cried a hand hugged me from somewhere

for some reason I felt the warmth, gentleness

and bit by bit my tears had stopped

the darkness had been wiped out by the light

this hands that gave warmth became my source of strength

for these hands who never left my side

who knew me since I was a child known me

even my secrets, you become my friend, a family and my refuge

I want to express my gratitude

but you already have everything so I thought

that maybe I could express it in a little way

and that is to always visit you when I have a time

to thank you in every single thing that you had given me

Thank you is not enough for your love is much stronger