My Voice

In the darkness of the shadows,

Lies my soul,

Looking inside me,

There is only a hole,

When the night falls,

My pain rise again,

Can't help it but give in,

Even death can't release me,

I'm already dead,

Can't find a way to stop these voices in my head,

Waiting between thousands of lives for someone who can hear my voice within screaming,

I'm not just a kid,

Can't find myself,

Lost in my thoughts,

Confusion will end,

Whatever it costs,

Begging my eyes not to be crying,

While writing my last line,

Waiting for something to make me stop,

Just before I let the pen drop,

Here she comes looking at me,

Holding my hands to make me see,

My hidden spirit,

It seemed so true,

Life is so beautiful if we only knew.

I'm tired of being tired,

I'm tired of being me,

Is it ok to be alone?

Is it ok to feel lonely?

Should I listen to what she is saying?

Should my soul see the light?

I don't know what to do,

Is there a difference between wrong and right?

Waking from my dreams,

Letting things go,

Is easier than it seems,

Still can't do it though,

Listen to these voices,

What? Can't you hear?

They had no choices,

They surrendered to fear,

Looking for answers,

But they aren't here,

Am I in the wrong place? Or did they disappear?

Behind these tears,

Beneath