The Mind of Denial

Her pain was a secret to the world. Her hurts from the time she was 7 years of age were never truly revealed to the world until being put in a hostpital at 68. Pills didnt help either, all they did was hid her emotions of being molested and mistreated by her parents into a place of denial in her mind. So many people just ignored her misurableness like it was nothing. They didn't realize that something had to have happened to make her that unhappy.

even though she had all these problems within her self she was a very good mother and wife. she was a good person period. She never hesitated to put others before herself. So sad to know that no one knew about all her problems until she finally cracked. moving in to her small apartment after losing her job of 15 years. nothing from her house would fit and it was devistating. all her memories from the past were coming back to her saying ofcourse she'd never be anything. Moving in her new apartment at 68 and she only had 2 of her 6 kids their to help her. when at any moment of any one of them needed her she was there. all her good deeds in the world didn't pay off when she needed them to do so. out of the apartment she came screaming about it not being fair. noone knew was she was talking about. "Was she really upset about her stuff not fitting." "she just wants attension" "Why is she causing such a big scene over something so small" is what every one was saying. she was hiding her face trying to figure out where to go, she knew people thought she was crazy.