Life Case

Sleeping in the death bed I am regretting my life. Ouch.... it hurts it really hurts. Actually, I never had a life. No. No. It was life; I was gifted may be I never realized what life really is? Everything is vague in front of me right now except the truth I am dying. LIFE!! LIFE!! .This word is barrelling in my mind again. This colossal world is full of life but one thing always stuck my mind. What is life?? It doesn't mean that I never tried to find. Really, I tried a lot and I am still trying to divulge the concealed fact about life. And of course I got answers .... Obviously much more than only answers. But they never convinced me. Why am I only one to be unsatisfied? Are everyone slaked with those answers? If yes why not me? If they do understand why can't I? Does that mean I am sappy or may be daffy? Am I? Ok whatever. I don't care coz I am dying........... {Wake up dear}. Gosh!! It was a dream again not strange though. I never woke up in a good mood. Even my sub conscious mind knows a little about what I usually think. But I never thought I may die repining...That part was funny. Very. Should I be happy or sad? How can I be? Emotions according to my experience can't be covered by single words. Then how am I supposed to explain my emotions??? (Ok young lady enough is enough. You think a lot. Time to wake up and face a part of your stinky life and remember there is more to go....). As I always listen to my mind, I reluctantly got up and grudgingly prepared to accost my days ahead...